20/10/10

♥ Monday, October 19, 2009

Now using mum's laptop . she didnt bring it to work . dropped my laptop, around 3 or 4 days ago ?
Day 1 after dropping laptop
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nothing to do, read a book that sis buy called "scarred " 314 pages, finished it within 1 day.

Day 2 after dropping laptop,
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went klp with nad and met the girls and zhi hong for zoe's birthday .
after that rush home to bring the laptop for repair opp house .
repair laptop de man say maybe hard disk spoil, and sis is going to be mad at me
cos her photo and music and Itune is inside and if hard disk spoil then data gone.
fuck la, my games all gone ?

and so on. lols.
something happen which i dont understand .
i had a bad feeling something is going to happen between the two of us and i dont want it to happen. its very hard to finally be real friends together, i dont want to lose you.
everyday, you will frown or give that " go away" look. very scary ,
its very rare that you will be smiling or laughing , early in the morning.
sometimes , i tried to make you happy but always failed .
finally you smile , laugh and all that but you still no mood.
you no mood, i no mood .
i am trying very hard to lighten up ur mood..
very hard...
but i will try again and again..

Lalala-ed on 11:52 AM