♥ Monday, May 24, 2010
why do you people even bother telling me
" its fucking ugly, disgusting "
When What's done had been done and what do you guys expect me to do?
stick the hair back to my head?nevermind.
i'll force myself
to fall in love with guys.
thanks and bye.
CHIAPEISZE, to you, all the hairstyles that i cut , are fucking ugly.
yeah, i understand that . my singing is not the best , but everytime
you asked me diam because i sing til like shit. okay, i diam, but inside, i felt
like dying not because "i had a good voice and u ask me diam." it is because your sudden hurtful comments made me think why i had such a sister who can sing all she wants and i cant and the reasons for all this is that you are trying to motivate me by giving all those hurtful comments. i realise that only people that i hate ,give me hurtful comments will motivate me. For example, our neighbour. i hated her the most, fucktard shit, use remote control beat our dog and abuse their own dog.Eh, you've been wondering why last time after i came home from malaysia trip with them , i begin to pack the room every morning (that shocked you, and that time you asked me whats wrong with me ) it is because , during the times in malaysia, we woke up early in the morning, Jason keep pull me to his bed to help him type the Vice city cheat codes.
Because i got no choice , i help him do. It was only 3-4minutes and then i was walking towards the bed to pack, and that bitch said to me " at your age, girls already married and get pregnant and cook rice, then you don't know how to pack your bed " ccb, talk so much shit. from that moment on, i tried to pack til tidy and don't let the aunty look down on me . _l_ thats all i want to say to you.
while typing all this, my tears keep dropping ...
Lalala-ed on 9:03 PM
