♥ Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Hello everyone. Since today i am quite happy, i am going to blog about sad stuffs.
What are the sad stuffs ? Well, i've a diary i kept since April. It is all about J . Unfortunately, i stopped writting after some incidents. Today will be the day, i will type everything out to share with all of you about what had happended. But since i am talking about the past, let me share with all of you about things since last year.
When i entered Manjusri secondary, i joined Basketball as my Cca. Everyone were great there but i find J very adorable. But i don't dare to talk to her.
Then, we played round robin that all the levels mixed together and i was in her team.
that time i really noticed her a lot .
Then, (don't know when ) , i got her number from my friend and begin smsing her and knowing more things about her as she doesnt know that i like her. And the story began...
23 March , Tuesday-
this is the letter i wrote on paper because i heard your voice Remember yesterday? When you tried to figure out who i like ? Well, the answer is you, J . I know what you are thinking. I know you hope that it wasn't you . I just want you to know, i only love you and nothing more. I only have one wish. [Granted]
Your voice is so sweet. I love it when you talk to me.
April 08 , Thursday .Dear J,
Today i did not see your face. How do i not love you so much ?
April 09, FridayDear J,
You texted me today . This is the first time you texted me first.
you asked me why am i jealous? I dare not tell you about that incident.
Remember before the Pasir ris Match ? while we were in the canteen eating .
( okay this story J should know already so i wont tell more )
April 14 ,WednesdayJ, Yesterday you read my blog and asked me what i'm counting for. I can't tell you
because 8 more days, It's the 6th month that i fall in love with you.
You asked me if i really want my feeling for you to fade . I said i hope so, but i don't want to . After you suggested not to talk or text me, i am so afraid, i rejected , saying that i am happy if you text me . I don't think my feeling for you would fade.
16 April , Friday6 more days !
Today , i saw you twice coincidentally . Remember in the canteen we turned at the same time and looked at each other . I just want to be there for you when she is away and you are bored. i would chat with you till she come home and accompany you. I don't care what i'm doing. i will make you happy and do the best for you.
Thanks for not ignoring me after i confessed to you . ily.
19 April [This part i will censor some part]
J . you talked , texted me alot, go out with me . what more should i ask ? I envy **** for having sucha good girlfriend. Good luck and don't drift apart with her. She is a nice girl .
{Diary edit}
I think i am annoying you, i'm so fucked ...
End of my story ..
This story is not hinting anybody. its just a story about the past.
Lalala-ed on 6:18 PM
