Drakel's

2010-11-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

I love you , Donald Duck

2010-09-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so into TVB drama series and have no time for blogging.
so yeah, 8 hours a day off from eating, studying etc so that i can watch in peace.
Anyway, i'll post a short post.
This fat teacher ( he, who must not be named) ,
damn annoying. c'mon, your parents never teach you what's "admit what you've done"
or you need me to teach you ?
stop provoking me.
you wanted me to punch you right ?
I'm not 3 years old kid.
punching you = serious crime, i dont want to hurt your FATS.
anyway bye, i'm back to 'TVB world' !

2010-08-31T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hi.
This is gonna be a very short post.
I hate all the teachers.
Including you, you make me feel so disappointed.

2010-08-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Stop betraying your own body and get a fucking life.
Secondly, Dont step lian if you don't look like one.

2010-08-09T11:13:00.001+08:00

After waking up, labret stud lost.
Hole close.
Re-pierced it myself, fucking pain , lots of blood oozed out like saliva.
Now it's swollen .
FUCK LIFE.

2010-08-05T21:50:00.002+08:00

Sigh, i can't decide anything for myself.
I need to confirm with more than 10 people if it looks nice for this, for that.
Anyway, Having leg muscle ache .

2010-08-02T21:00:00.003+08:00

Please, i at least better looking than your disgusting face.
Somemore i slimmer than you.
You don't believe in pre-marriSOMETHING sex is a stupid crap excuses.
I think the reason why nobody want you to fuck them is because you very fat , cant find your small pathetic dick.
31 years old leh brother ! and yet you still havent lose your virginity.
Shameless, fat bastard.
you are 2 times my age but have a tiny brain that cannot think.

2010-08-01T11:01:00.002+08:00

if what i've post makes you think that i am childsih and immature, then don't come in.
It's my blog and i can say whatever i want but some fucked up people thinks that i AM childish.
Maybe i should private it.

2010-07-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hi,
It wasnt a choice or something they could change.
They didnt think its cool just because they changed.
I didnt know lesbianism is a trend.

2010-07-26T21:14:00.001+08:00

What hurts the most ?
Didnt turn up for audition.
Maybe i wasnt ready to sing for you.
Nevermind, there is still a next year.

2010-07-25T14:21:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY SHUT THE FUCK UP _l_

2010-07-24T19:41:00.002+08:00

Doing something stupid and don't dare to admit it makes you a coward.
And you made it worse by creating excuses.
Go on, tell the teachers what we've done to you.
Sigh, today i nearly died. ):

2010-07-23T18:11:00.003+08:00

Twilight,
What do you think about it ? is it really that great?
Let me tell you a scene that happened in the MRT .
This skinny boy and fat boy walked in together and the skinny boy accidentally
stepped on my foot and he was damn scared because he thought i was going to do something to him. Then the conversation started between the fat boy and skinny boy

Fat boy : Don't be afraid, don't worry ! she is not a werewolf or a vampire .
Skinny boy : i know.
Fat boy : why the werewolf and vampires are enemies?
Skinny boy : they like a girl and was fighting for her.
Fat boy : why the vampire don't bite the werewolf ?
Skinny boy : dont know lah, bye .
then he alighted at Kovan and the fat boy begin reading the novel

LOLSSSS! End.

2010-07-22T20:43:00.002+08:00

270 days ; 9 months
Hello everybody ! i hate unreasonable teachers.
Kinda moody nowadays. Quiet for most of the lessons , thinking and thinking.
Should i ?

2010-07-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

Everything is my fault.
Thanks

2010-07-19T19:59:00.003+08:00

Let me tell you some funny stuffs.
So, Physics lesson, Turner Lam taught us the sexual reproduction system.
Then i kept teaching Turner Lam things i know.
Then when he teach a bit, i add in lots of details.
Then he asked me to teach the whole class, then teach lor.
He said " either you very smart in this or you watched alot of porn"
And after the lesson, we still talking about it.
How to fuck, how to masturbate, etc.
Oh yeah, when he wanted to say " with aids" he kept saying " with sex"
Example : " Those people with sex pass it to other people by blood"
End.
Ps ; Videos of me teaching the class will be posted by eileen in facebook.

iloveyoubabeyouarethebest.

2010-07-18T18:07:00.001+08:00

Why do I waste my time? Why is it that you're so damn irreplaceable?
I'm not gonna give a fuck anymore.
If you hurt me, I'm gonna hurt you. That's how it's gonna be from now on...

2010-07-17T19:02:00.001+08:00

I want to be the person that touches your heart and makes it skip a beat,
I want to be that person whose arms make you just melt,
I want to be the person that your destined to be with.
Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.

2010-07-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

Sharp pain in left side of chest after taking a deep breath.
I rather have physical pain than emotional pain which hurts me deeply.
You'll never understand the reason, until you look deep enough into the cut to see the emotional pain that put it there.

2010-07-14T23:45:00.001+08:00

I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could fucking drown you in them.

2010-07-14T21:32:00.002+08:00

Word of the day ; Guilty
So fucking guilty. I shouldnt even have skipped classes for no reasons.
All the fun moments while skipping lessons, hiding from teachers isnt gonna replace what i've done which causes disappointment.
It's not just one but two teachers.
Yeah, I looked like a student that teachers dont give a damn about.
C'mon, i only respect certain teachers.
Never once did i skipped her lessons or forgot to bring file, talk during her lesson and never failed her test before and my marks are above average. So i was considered a good student.
Today i made a mistake by skipping her 35mins lesson and another teacher's 1 hour 45 min lessons.
Hiding from teachers with Alex and Ahndrea.
Doing dangerous stunts, fought with each other.

I remember during PE time, the four of us played stone-fight and we won .

Knnbccb'

2010-07-13T22:09:00.003+08:00

Your actions made me felt fucking disgusted, i doubt that you will change your attitude because what you promised wasnt even done and yet you still carry on with much worsen attitude.

The secret of patience is doing something else in the meanwhile

Last 5 mins foul-out for the first time in my life.

2010-07-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

You're always stupid .

2010-07-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

Not happy with me, please kindly find me and beat me up.
Don't go to my formspring and anyhow scold anonymously.
Only cowards do such things.
yeahz, i agree, i am fugly, stay away from me.
long hair also fugly, short hair also fugly.
label me as fugly , stop calling me by my name, call me fugly then .
And i already suspected who is the anonymous person at my formspring,
you better watch out.

2010-07-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

Having a deep wound was already bad enough.
A fat and tall girl step on my wound for 3 times and making a bruise around the wound immediately after the great impact.
what's worse was the part that i didn't get to play for 3 1/2 quarters and other people thinking that i was too lazy to run and still tried to make excuses on the spot to cover up my laziness for walking while playing a match against Raffles girls'.
Thanks.

Ps ; for your information, yes, i cried. But i wasn't trying to seek attention from her. Don't assume things before you even know the truth. And i know you don't like me
and Lame is crippled or physically disabled . My toe is wounded but i am not crippled or physically disabled. I am so disappointed !

2010-07-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

Selfish, is me.

2010-07-06T20:24:00.002+08:00

I feel so useless as there is nothing i could do about it .
it's like watching you die and not trying to help anything .
why am i so useless ? i am by your side, watching but not helping.

2010-07-04T15:39:00.003+08:00

Oh, forgot to post this.
Yesterday was buying badges for fun at bugis junction.
while looking, a little 3 year old boy stared at me and then
quickly grab one badges from the display thing .
Curious to know what he grabbed , ask me .

Ps; i bought that badge after he grabbed it and the person put it back.

2010-07-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

Chi ying's birthday celebration tday.
I can't ride double bike anymore.
had lots of injuries cuz of it. :(
anw, why can't we have more topics to talk about ?

2010-07-01T22:33:00.001+08:00

I love you .

2010-06-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Can you stop !? I nearly screamed on the court and i shouted at munirah because of you.
Your fucking fault ! your fault ! your fault ! you don't deserve that position, you sucked at it. i'm not saying i am pro . Can't believe that you took it from me ..
anyway, its not even important, why should i even care?

Secondly , Hey , i finally know the reasons to every thoughts in my mind.
Just let it be.

Thirdly , Teacher, can you stop saying that i am immature , i am infact, more mature than lots of people. Just because i draw on eileens paper, doesnt mean i am immature.
and , why always pick on me ? everyone's talking so loudly and you keep calling my name . then the reason why she pick on me is because i talk until very obvious.

Lastly , you are great but still not good enough. you know what i mean right ? so yeah, don't force yourself too much, its bad . just let it be.

End.

2010-06-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

Teachers like to pick on me :(
and asked me to do stupid things.
and i'll escape , but because they lost, they tried to abuse their rights
and said i am irresponsible just because i escaped. losers .

Teacher # 1 ,
you said you won't care about my personal stuff or whatever.
But you lied. Maybe you don't understand english , or you thought i was stupid ?
oh, ask me to wipe whiteboard right ? i asked Stella to do it for me then you nag.
i do then you happy ah ? thanks.

won't continue anymore .

2010-06-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

But when I would see the surrogate, my first instinct, my first reaction would be jealousy, because she was doing what I wanted to do.

2010-06-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

It is always the simple things that change our lives. And these things never happen when you are looking for them to happen. Life will reveal answers at the pace life wishes to do so. I don't know what had happened to you , but seriously, you are sticking me too much. it's not that i don't like you. its because i really love her a lot. i'm not blaming you for anything. its just something i want to share.

2010-06-23T18:18:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone. Since today i am quite happy, i am going to blog about sad stuffs.
What are the sad stuffs ? Well, i've a diary i kept since April. It is all about J . Unfortunately, i stopped writting after some incidents. Today will be the day, i will type everything out to share with all of you about what had happended. But since i am talking about the past, let me share with all of you about things since last year.

When i entered Manjusri secondary, i joined Basketball as my Cca. Everyone were great there but i find J very adorable. But i don't dare to talk to her.
Then, we played round robin that all the levels mixed together and i was in her team.
that time i really noticed her a lot .
Then, (don't know when ) , i got her number from my friend and begin smsing her and knowing more things about her as she doesnt know that i like her. And the story began...

23 March , Tuesday
- this is the letter i wrote on paper because i heard your voice
Remember yesterday? When you tried to figure out who i like ? Well, the answer is you, J . I know what you are thinking. I know you hope that it wasn't you . I just want you to know, i only love you and nothing more. I only have one wish. [Granted]
Your voice is so sweet. I love it when you talk to me.

April 08 , Thursday .
Dear J,
Today i did not see your face. How do i not love you so much ?

April 09, Friday
Dear J,
You texted me today . This is the first time you texted me first.
you asked me why am i jealous? I dare not tell you about that incident.
Remember before the Pasir ris Match ? while we were in the canteen eating .
( okay this story J should know already so i wont tell more )

April 14 ,Wednesday
J, Yesterday you read my blog and asked me what i'm counting for. I can't tell you
because 8 more days, It's the 6th month that i fall in love with you.
You asked me if i really want my feeling for you to fade . I said i hope so, but i don't want to . After you suggested not to talk or text me, i am so afraid, i rejected , saying that i am happy if you text me . I don't think my feeling for you would fade.

16 April , Friday
6 more days !
Today , i saw you twice coincidentally . Remember in the canteen we turned at the same time and looked at each other . I just want to be there for you when she is away and you are bored. i would chat with you till she come home and accompany you. I don't care what i'm doing. i will make you happy and do the best for you.
Thanks for not ignoring me after i confessed to you . ily.

19 April
[This part i will censor some part]
J . you talked , texted me alot, go out with me . what more should i ask ? I envy **** for having sucha good girlfriend. Good luck and don't drift apart with her. She is a nice girl .
{Diary edit}
I think i am annoying you, i'm so fucked ...

End of my story ..
This story is not hinting anybody. its just a story about the past.

2010-06-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

1 month gone again.
Time flies so fast and i still don't know what i am doing.
Downstair's so noisy , all the kids playing and laughing.
Upstair more noisy, drilling and hammering .
School's starting, more lanjiaobin teachers .
Damn, what is wrong with me ?!
"lets work towards a common goal"
one last sentence ..
Munirah, we will succeed .

2010-06-17T22:26:00.005+08:00

I know everything were fake and i am so stupid to believe it.
sometimes i feel good, at times i feel used.
it makes me confused.
i always believe in chances .
Even if its a slim chance.
But i was wrong. everything including 'chance'
are fake.
Fake.
it's not real and it will never happen.
i am so dumb.
yeah , i am fucking hideous , stay away from me.

2010-06-16T21:21:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody .
Suddenly very moody because i can't hear her voice.
Now waiting..

6 more days

2010-06-12T22:51:00.001+08:00

I like this Joke alot.

-Joke or lies ? Elephant never eat .

2010-06-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is King of snooker's ending part.
Just now went to do some research because i am damn curious who would win .
Thought that Adam would win.
End up Patrick won.
_l_

12days til the end.

2010-06-09T21:40:00.003+08:00

Had lots of injuries thanks to Chloe .
-Hit my septum.
-Knee-ed my muscle there.
-Lock my leg and fell down with me,then my thigh there cramp.
-Kena Sub, then still need to listen Coach say that Chloe is a good player
because she can irritate the opponent then opponent will suffer with lots of injuries.
Then Coach say her dirty tricks are good.

Two words to describe.
No sportmanship.

I keep on falling in and out of love with you.
Loving you darling, makes me so confused

2010-06-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

I'm so pissed off today. :(

2010-06-04T18:03:00.002+08:00

I want Rilakkuma :(
All the above pictures include
-Rilakkuma Cake, Rilakkuma Cheesecake, Rilakkuma Pancakes, Rilakkuma theme hotel.
Rilakkuma Laptop , Rilakkuma 2010 (Gera caught it for me) , Rilakkuma store

2010-06-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

Don't feel like going tomorrow's training..

2010-06-02T18:13:00.006+08:00

Eh kids , before all of you make a complain to Miss Tan, look at yourselves.
don't tell me that you all never say " fuck " before. if you all got say fuck before, then why bother complaining ? it's just like you stole stuffs that doesnt belong to you, then you accused other innocent people for stealing stuffs ? maybe you all don't understand

let me tell you something that i think teacher was indirectly shooting at us, the Sec 2
Miss Tan : before you comment on other people skill , look at your own skill .
First : i know you all complaint
Second : We did not even tell you " hey, your shooting suck " did we ?
Third : that sentence can be also change to my sentence with the same meaning.
Before you complaint, look at yourselves , you did said fuck right ? we are all humans-being, we are not perfect and one small tiny things also complain ? how old liao ?

And for your information, SITI NADIAH did not say fuck also.

Coach told us to be aggressive, to look more fierce .
End up , he told us not to be too fierce.

Edit
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WHY YOU ALL BULLY SYAFIKA AH, I SAW IT WITH MY OWN EYES THAT WHENEVER
I PASS THE BALL TO HER DURING TRAINING TIME, YOU ALL SNATCH FROM HER
AND YET SHE NOT EVEN ANGRY !
HOW CAN YOU ALL DO THIS TO A LITTLE GIRL ?
SHE ONLY STATE THE FACTS THAT SOME OF YOU ALWAYS SOLO
AND NEVER PASS TO TEAMMATES
SHE ALSO NEVER ASK YOU ALL TO PASS TO HER SO HARD
AND EVEN SCOLD HER CB,DOG,KNN WHEN SHE CANNOT CATCH IT.
Only noobs bully someone shorter.

2010-05-30T23:10:00.001+08:00

don't know wheather im happy or sad.

2010-05-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

I think its over now.

2010-05-29T02:16:00.002+08:00

Haha, so happy today ;D
Outing with Gladys
Indian taxi driver conversation with me.
Me : Uncle can drop us at the bus-stop?
Uncle : get ready your money faster, behind got bus.
Me : okok wait.
Uncle : cannot wait, later kena fuck.

speechless.

2010-05-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

3rd for class position.
improved a lot.
T don't understand why.
you are so bias and so cold towards me.
Today's parent meeting i didn't really laugh or smile
then at the last of the it, you told me that you still
have the name tag that i did for you which make me laugh out loud.
The name tag was made during the time where we do the class notice board
and i got a little cardboard, thumbtack and the cotton rope thingy and because i'm bored i wrote your name on the cardboard, put thumbtack for the rope and cardboard to stick together and gave it to you for fun , you took it and say you will
hang it near your staff room table.
that was months ago and you still have it.
you are like two different person in one body .
Confused.

2010-05-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

GAH.
Borrowed a 870 pages Nazi Germany and The Jews book from the library
and it's only for 4 weeks ):
History is fun, why most of you hate it so much?
i not only like Nazi Germany history but i like Soviet Union Russia too.
why do this to me ? i have feelings too.

2010-05-25T20:33:00.002+08:00

I thought play-fighting was punches and kicks and of course, grabbing.
your style was pushing me against the wall and scratching.
My fighting buddy was injured, so i decided to spar with you .
but i'm kinda disappointed by what you've done .
you push me against the wall with full strength while i was trying to use my style of fighting which will cause no harm . i kicked you , i don't know why but you suddenly became so angry with me , i think i made you lose face in front of ahndrea but you shouldnt react so violently. And then one big mistake, you scratched my whole face that nearly make me go blind. it was near the eyelid . kind of stunned by that action , i then shouted at you because it's clear that the rules are
-no face
-no dick/balls.
and what happened after that? you said it was your style.
but it was my fault for sparring with you.
maybe after i was stronger, i could easily beat you.

all these actions just proved to me that you arent suitable for denise.
she is hurt by you and still, you insisted for a patch .
you just don't know how a woman feel .

2010-05-24T21:03:00.004+08:00

why do you people even bother telling me
" its fucking ugly, disgusting "
When What's done had been done and what do you guys expect me to do?
stick the hair back to my head?

nevermind.
i'll force myself
to fall in love with guys.
thanks and bye.

CHIAPEISZE, to you, all the hairstyles that i cut , are fucking ugly.
yeah, i understand that . my singing is not the best , but everytime
you asked me diam because i sing til like shit. okay, i diam, but inside, i felt
like dying not because "i had a good voice and u ask me diam." it is because your sudden hurtful comments made me think why i had such a sister who can sing all she wants and i cant and the reasons for all this is that you are trying to motivate me by giving all those hurtful comments. i realise that only people that i hate ,give me hurtful comments will motivate me. For example, our neighbour. i hated her the most, fucktard shit, use remote control beat our dog and abuse their own dog.Eh, you've been wondering why last time after i came home from malaysia trip with them , i begin to pack the room every morning (that shocked you, and that time you asked me whats wrong with me ) it is because , during the times in malaysia, we woke up early in the morning, Jason keep pull me to his bed to help him type the Vice city cheat codes.
Because i got no choice , i help him do. It was only 3-4minutes and then i was walking towards the bed to pack, and that bitch said to me " at your age, girls already married and get pregnant and cook rice, then you don't know how to pack your bed " ccb, talk so much shit. from that moment on, i tried to pack til tidy and don't let the aunty look down on me . _l_ thats all i want to say to you.
while typing all this, my tears keep dropping ...

2010-05-23T20:47:00.002+08:00

My new haircut made me look more like a guy.
Ikea with Miku.
Went to shop @ Giant.
Went Toilet to wash my hand and a lot of girls went in the toilet,
went out again to take a second look at the gender sign.
then went in and looked at me.
went out of toilet, a middle age lady confronted me.
Miku laughed like shit.
Cab back to Miku's house and slacked, watched funny videos
til 8.30pm.
thanks for the drink.

Am i doing the right thing ?

2010-05-22T21:33:00.004+08:00

Big fat dino is always cute.

Once again, broken heart. couldnt concentrate in training, missed alot of balls.
I'm happy, i've simple lifes. thats all other people's thinking.
deep inside, i'm hurt like fuck.
i'm a good actor in life.

2010-05-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

ilovetoday's7month.
I'm just a noob who was betrayed by someone I trusted a lot.
and end up what happened .
I continued ..

2010-05-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

What's happening to me ? I'm so disappointed, even though it's none of my business.
Well, Whatever, i won't try my luck anymore.
If the worse comes to the worst , I'm gonna hold u
I feel ur far from believin' it

Applied Job at LJS.
Hire me, I need to rest my mind.
2 more days ,

2010-05-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

Team Outing with C'division,
Picnic and played games.
Ants invaded our food and drinks.
Munirah is a noob frisbee player .
Looking forward to Gladys's bday tomorrow.
Meet you guys again tomorrow (:
Goodbye !

2010-05-12T20:52:00.003+08:00

All of you can go fuck the wall, fucker.
Today's History paper was damn difficult .
Oh Lucky the test is about Lim Yew Hock , Japs and David Marshall ,
did some last minute study yesterday .
And Nad just cheated my feeling !
i wanted to webcam with her cat but she close it D;
Hais, Busy with my self defense training , didnt study for maths.
anyway, what to study ? confirm fail
and btw, Nad bet with me if she can pass maths , i give her 5 bucks.
but if she fail, then she will give me 5 bucks

2010-05-11T19:40:00.001+08:00

Hallo,
today was not a fine day .
History paper tomorrow
and i don't know who the hell is Lim yew hock
and i completely forgot what David Marshall did.
argh, forget it.
No mood to study,
can't remember a single shit.

2010-05-10T23:07:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE EFF.
this few days i cannot sign in my hotmail, msn and of course blogger.
then i tried to do some research and found out that different date
can make your internet think that your laptop had expired.
so i tried to change to 10 may then i was like " eh 10may it said sat but today is monday . " then after 10 min i realise that it was 2008
then i change it to 2009 then i was like wondering why 10 may was sunday
and then after 10 min i realise its 2009 then changed back to 2010 and then tadah! , i can sign in my Msn again . damn eff-ing lame.

its dying..

Kns, phone in dad's car , hope he don't anyhow touch here touch there
so that he wont see my wallpaper and etc. tmd!

2010-05-05T21:18:00.004+08:00

被爱是幸福，
爱人是痛苦
it is so true.

No Mood.
i don't know if i was
feeling sad or angry.

One last word to you : cheer up and be strong .

17 more days to 7th

2010-05-04T22:04:00.001+08:00

My mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me.

i am moodless.
goodbye.

2010-05-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that i was chased by an indian fat man.
he seems to have super power and manage to find me whenever i tried to hide
in the closet or in other people's house. i am so scared, i tried to commit suicide by jumping down the building with a girl name Katrina . she's pretty and we nearly died together but we survived the high storey building suicide.

Dream interpretation :
For the commit suicide part
Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love

Dreams of being chased or chase dreams, often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life - you want to escape from something. The way you respond to anxiety and stress

2010-05-03T18:37:00.002+08:00

Why am i so confused?
i don't know why.
i felt like dying too.
Good bye .

19 more days to 7th

2010-04-30T23:05:00.003+08:00

I realised how people changed so fast just for a short period of time.
andandand.
thanks for the movie (your pictures) !

Oh andandand.
Lene's past link is so noooob !

2010-04-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hallo.
Pon lessons til recess
because yesterday forgotten to bring specs,
today need to bring and go health check up.
waited for 2 hours.
headache for the whole time.
slept for maths

Everything I told you girl,
I've nothing to hide.

2010-04-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

PE made my day
Played 1v1 . so happy !
Health check-up made my day too.
1 and a half hour for it
and a chance to see J

Everyone is gonna fail physics.
Turner Lam don't know how to teach.
I hate Mr ____
so cold to me .
Please, you think i liked you as my teacher?
show off ! what a bastard .

For your love I'd do it,
for your sake, believe I do.
You're my little angel,
I'm still waitin' every hour,
you're so close to my heart.

2010-04-26T21:29:00.002+08:00

Today Team manjusri's number 9 died a horrible death :(
Celebrated Munirah's bday today during recess time.
Everyone tried to smash the cake at munirah's face
and at the end, her face is full of chocolates.
who cares? its her favourite ! xD
Coach join in the fun and the cake soon disappeared.
everyone said its delicious.
and those who came late didnt get any cake.

Fuck Chemistry.
I won't study for it anymore
fuck it.
i will never top the class.
so no point trying. >:(
Disappointed at my test marks _l_

Match with bedok green @ AHS.
The fat girl kept trying to step my shoe
and making me fall.
all the stepping made my ankle pain
so coach sub me out and i experienced
how a bench player feel during the match.
its like your watching a match and its none of your business.
Next year no hope for school team :( train harder
Tm with sotong,stella and alicia for dinner
slack at staircase to (_____)
then slacked til 7.30pm .

Don't give up, you can do it.
Jiayou for you 'N' level ! :D
Promote to Secondary 5 .
For your future.
somemore i can have a chance to be in your team.
andandand, SCREAM MORE ! ;D

2010-04-24T17:28:00.005+08:00

C'girls,
Monday match is a MUST to win .
Don't rely too much on Alicia , Munirah and Me.
We can do it as a team.
Don't let other people look down on us
Especially Coach.
Coach trained us until like mad dogs
but still think that we are a lousy team.
Lets prove to everyone we get in Top 4 is not because of pure luck.
I can't really do much now, hope i recover faster.
3rd/4th postision is now based on skills
not luck anymore.
we may be lucky but basketball is
10% luck and 20% skills
We are a lousy team but we can improve more.
Don't let other people look down on Team MJR's C'div !
Jia you C'girls !

2010-04-24T13:33:00.003+08:00

I'm okay, thanks.
What's wrong with my hair ?
all the hairstyles i cut, all ugly.
thanks, maybe i should cut botak rights?
damn , pissed off .
yah i know the reason why all the hairstyles i cut,
makes me look ugly .
because i very ugly.
D: Fuck my lifee seriously

Love you.

2010-04-23T13:47:00.003+08:00

How's my new skin?
Some of you complained to me that you are sick of seeing
the same skin for a year. xD
Monday's match must win.
hopefully i can recover quickly to play .
Unlucky, its like every year must have at least one injury.
Last year - Elbow
This year - Ankle
Next year - Maybe hand break

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

2010-04-22T19:20:00.004+08:00

Happy 6th month to me !

Went bedok int with stella for a haircut.
went AHS for semi final match against AHS.
I Score one ball , ran back for defence
then someone pushed me and i fell down
causing me to sprained my ankle.
Monday's match need to win,
Coach say if we lose, we are a lousy team that rely on luck to get in top 4.

To Teacher : Cher, why are you so cold towards me ? i hate it when you ignore me for important stuffs. i hate it more when you changed to more guai lan. 2-faced cb.
i will ignore you for the rest of my life. fuck you.

I love my current hair, if you not happy with it, don't care about it.

don't be angry.
i love you .

2010-04-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

Want find problem with me, come. want ask people beat me up, come.
No fear. don't act gentleman, thinking i am a girl, thats why don't dare.
i think its because you bo ji lahs.

Morning, mood totally fucked up, so MT did it once more.
should have think twice.
then after that go Jolene class take sweets .
went canteen buy drinks
chicken rice with zi ling .
went back school, tmd, mood worsen.
cbcbcb.
my veins all cramp.
how to play tomorrow ?

1 more day and i am waiting

2010-04-20T21:43:00.005+08:00

After school meet sotong then walk to eunos mrt
halfway walking , sms sms. sudden sadness :'(
nevermind, continue walking .
MRT to bugis and meet Desiree OngSC !
Tmd, this little girl damn mature ! haha !
2 years of cyber friendship.
how we met : met each other in a game and cheat our age and gender then add each other on hotmail and then told the truths. became friends then best friend. now bestbestbest friends. Although our 3 princess left
then went shopping around bugis street and talking non-stop

i am so happy now
i am so happy now :)
i am so so so so so happy !
happy to death ! {:

MY SISTER IS VERY CUTE

2010-04-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

AND SHE MAKE THE BEST EGG MAYO ON EARTH :D
CPSZE WROTE THAT OKAY.
Had Rugby during training due to bad weather.
Keep pushing everyone with the ball and they
fall into the mud water sibeh funny.
Don't dare chiong with the ball because
3 times chiong in, 3 times kena pwn by coach.
he lift me up and drop me on the mud water.
Munirah more worst , kena like shit.
haha .
Love c'div ttmx !

2010-04-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

In the past when i am hurt, no one cares.
you're the one who made me smile.
i don't care if you are not mine.
i just want to chat with you .
a big smile - :D

2010-04-18T02:24:00.001+08:00

omfg, my secondary 1 post make me laugh like mad.
-
2/3/09
me : zhao min can lend pencil pls pls pls (sad face)
zhao min : ok, if u don say i mad scientist. (lend me the pencil)
(me grab the pencil )
me : MAD SCIENTIST !! stupid :D
zhao min : wahlao u nvr u si xing bu gai. means nvr change la.
then after that i want lend his correction tape.
me : zhao min zhao min lend correction tape pls pls pls.
zhao min : NONONO i not stupid (shake head very hard)
me : don shake la later ur wig come off.

then had phys. ms nisa say whoever talk, name in homework class.
then i write a letter to zhao min

me : mad scientist, we cough , see who louder, who win.

then me : *COUGH*
he: *cough cough* very loud. then teacher was like : WHO IS THAT ?!

--
sibeh funny, i swear.
J's busy now? i think so.
or she fell asleep halfway?
haha

The dawn is breaking. says:

cuz v typical & ahlian

2010-04-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

you are the first and last.
thanks for the memories kay.
:')

2010-04-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY TODAY XD !

thanks for it, even though you did nth much

Nothing much to talk about today.
went parkway with friends .
oh yah, now i realise i am the slowest when eating ice cream
thanks ah.

2010-04-15T18:27:00.003+08:00

Watched Kaiji : The ultimate gambler using Funshion.
Lucky never go cinema watch. not because its boring but it is
a psycological thriller film and you need to rewind to understand what happened. Kaiji's my current favourite movie ! :D
Tatsuya Fujiwara is so cute when he smile.
But J is the cutest when she smile (:

Today went school, cannot forget about recess time, you know? :D !
match against BedokNorth is quite difficult.
1st quarter lost by alot of points but we catch up immediately after
coach shout like hell.( it happened to BedokGreen before)
won them by 38 - 46.
Coach said " they are the better team but we are the winning team"
no offence .
one ball i dribble in and pushed the opponent so that i get into a better position
and i shoot in. sibeh happy.

TM celebration with Nad and Alicia.

7 more days.
bet you won't understand,

2010-04-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

"she thought she was so good that she can skip everything.
Yeah, tomorrow's match you wait and see what would happen ."
This few days i have been keeping a real diary.
just writing anything i would like to say to her.
Just that i am not brave enough to tell her.
Today a bastard sitting infront of me during class
turn his head and saw what i wrote.
stop invading my privacy ,bas.
forget it.
went for training @ outdoor court.
- Sun
- we nearly died
- at least trained

why is my life so fucked .
Just one mistake, whole life fucked.

2010-04-13T18:53:00.002+08:00

"finally found her--
The love of my life!
Too bad her girlfriend
Found her first."
~Edward Etter
Saw this quotation at some website.
I cant keep loving her rights?
but the feeling is still there.
Nevermind. i hope that it will fade.
9 more days !
Cant wait !

Today's match almost died.
Bedok Green Sec is quite strong.
i played like shit.
Oh yah Violet hor, i heard you call her name.
anyway, thanks for trying to help me before the match
and during the match .

Po asked me to slap myself :(
haha, she was joking.

2010-04-12T21:08:00.004+08:00

Deleted Saturday's post.
After Basketball training,
Ms Tan asked us to go to a classroom
and talk.
Yeah i know i know. Yesterday Jolene already told me
don't care about coach, don't give up.
I take back my words then.
And for some of your request.
"I am sorry "

i'll try to improve more
for the sake of next year school team's place.
can you imagine 14 people fighting for 10 places?
Exclude Jolene and QingTing and some impossible people.

FOR PO !
I can die happy manxz, being in the same team with Po.

Good luck for our tomorrow's match against BG.
today training forgot do warm up and im in pain now.
whole body cramp.

"We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. when the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves"

2010-03-30T18:16:00.003+08:00

Won Ngee Ann .
And To MJR C'div boys : i thought last year you all said that without Violet, we will not win any matches? Then this year Violet is not in C'Div, you all said that we all rely on Munirah.
But today we proof you all wrong xD
Munirah nearly foul-out,
So she didn't play alot.
But we still won them.
Nothing to say already right?
Why not next time say, without all of us, we won't win. that sounds better.

Today. I saw Po ! xD
ahaha :D

2010-03-27T18:44:00.003+08:00

"How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours."

please, don't make her hate me just for the sake of your enjoyment or just because you want her to like you and hate me.
whats the use of doing this own things? for your own benefits? don't you know karma's a bitch ?
but i won't do anything to you. can you stop doing stupid stuffs?
this week of my life is my most happiest time in my memory.
the reason is because i can talk to someone i love ,
and we joke around til i fall asleep.

i am so afraid.
i don't know what to do.
crying is the only thing i can do .

btw, i lost one of my septum's ball ! wtf .

2010-03-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

Jolene Chu want me to post something happy.
so here it is.

this is a happy post, bye.

2010-03-26T18:40:00.002+08:00

FUCK EVERYONE !
LEAVE ME ALONE !

2010-03-21T11:22:00.001+08:00

Basshunter is awesome !

2010-03-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

Morning Klunch with Gera.
went Marina sq find her friend.
Tried to catch Rilakkuma .
Gera caught alot for me
and her friend caught a Rilakkuma speaker
and gave it to me.
walked around bugis street and then dinner with gera
and went home.

Currently watching Fairly oddparents!
bring back childhood memories eh ?

hopefully Kaiji wont end fast.
gotta watch it together with gera.

2010-03-15T18:41:00.003+08:00

Forgive me if i was wrong.
i wasnt really rude to coach.
i just don't bother to talk to him.
Because i couldnt get rid of the flashback that kept repeating in my mind.
About how he lied to me
and then
me and dad nearly quarrel.
But, i will try speaking nicely in the future.

Y and E,
i like both of you alot.
i am trying to choose which way to go.
I believe that we are solely responsible for our choices, and we have to accept the consequences of everything throughout our lifetime.

2010-03-14T11:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday - > got my labret, Denise got her helix, Zoe got her scar ! lols.
watched s stupid movie with them, Eagel & friends.

Today - > felt like jio-ing people to watch movie..
nvm, currently watching Battle Royale ! gross but not as gross as Final Destination or Boogeyman .

I wanna watch Kaiji !

2010-03-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

Today.

ALMOST late for school.
reached school with Zoe & Denise @ 7.31am
then tried to run up as fast as possible.
Mrs Poh keep using her whistle to blow at us
and we boh chup, kept on running.
stupid denise still blur blur stand there nearly kena caught.
and we made it to the hall ! we arent late okays.

During assembly stupid munirah say coach ask to run 12 round de stairs.
only lucky people like me and mun tio.
sabotage gladys !
then we ran with the latecomers.
its just that we ran 12 while they ran 8.

Adnen and Donavan damn choosy about straw colours
and they made it into some noob necklace.
okays . coach treated us 100plus.

Turner Lam boh come, so no phys.
Art listened to Mr Wong's stories and videos.
browsed through the photos taken in Obs.

Recess bought lots of snacks.
Ate in Neo Chai Meng's lesson.
Actually we wrote " Neo Chai Meng "
at the side whiteboard.
but somebody erased some letters and became No chai men.

Neochaimeng : i dont want my name to be on the whiteboard, pls clean it
Me : Teacher your name is no chai men ?!
Neochaimeng : nothing to say.

ate like nobody's business.
Geog the teacher like fuck.
English - wow i saw Old Mr Ng's name card.

HIS NAME IS PHILLIP NG SOON HENG
Kns, all the guailan aye teacher name sibeh funny.

Chem, disappointed...
Seriously, fuck my life. fuck my marks.
nothing is real in this world.

Went mos burger with bongs.

2010-03-07T12:16:00.002+08:00

Build a man a fire, and he'll be warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life.

I felt that life is so unfair.

Sis got so many shirts, pants etc.
mine is like 1/4 of hers.
yet my grandmother was screaming at me, asking me to throw my shirt away.
then what to wear ?

i just hope that i would be busy on sunday.
be it outing , ect.
as long as i am not at home.
i was always the one packing the bed
and today i cant even walk properly as
my thigh damn pain
because i fell down alot of time yesterday while basketball-ing.
and i just tried to rest for awhile
and my grandmother came in and commented on
how lazy i was.

If i am lazy, who was the one who packed the bed every holiday morning?
is only one day...
i hope i broke my leg or even better, fracture my elbow.

OBS already fucked my mood, whats there to be happy about ?
listening to all the group's happy moment,
what about us ?

2010-02-28T23:03:00.003+08:00

I wish that Nad can change group with this fat ass in my group.

Yeah, its a "FAT" hope .
Today wasnt that bad.
Sms Nad if she is free to go out with me.
but she went out with her mum.
so went to heartland with Cpsze and dad.

I hope..
you arent angry with me.
Everyday i pangseh you because i am selfish
and you had to tolerate that bitch's bullshit.
I hope I could have a time machine , travel back to our happiest moment together

you are having lots of problem.
why not let it go, be a kid ?
have fun, wait til adulthood.
i am not trying say anything.
i just want you to be happy.

2010-02-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

Hey bastard / Mr William Ng Hock Teck ,
Count yourself lucky that next week no D&T .
whenever i see your fucked up face, i felt like slapping you.
you know how annoying your voice is ?
you scream like a 5 year old girl throwing tantrum.
you are so childish even though you are close to 30.
i hope you die in a car crash during your NIE training.
and i tell you, it doesnt make sense because
Picking on me is like wanting a punch from me.
you knew i would fight back, yet you keep provoking me
whats the point of picking on me and wanting to scare me with " im telling Ms Tan"
Forget it man, you don't fit to be a teacher.

Two words,
Fuck yourself.

2010-02-20T14:21:00.001+08:00

Declan ! :D

Today was damn fucked up.
Screw everyone .

2010-02-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

I AM SO STRESS
Tomorrow is Phy/Chem Common test.
I Can't memorise anything and i felt like dying.
Kept punching the wall , Hating myself.

I've always got such high expectations for myself. I'm aware of them, but I can't relax them.
Even A1 can make me felt like some stupid noob.
and it felt like i had failed badly.

Oh, Somebody are just plain jealous about everything.

its either him or her.

2010-02-09T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hallo .
my hair is black back.
good thing is : my white hair is gone so that some motherfucker wont insult.
bad thing : my brown hair gone.

Morning met zoe and denise, had breakfast .
walk to meet miku then walk to school.
Assembly sibeh suey, i sit at the behind behind.
Poh bo notice my hair.
EVERYTIME suey, kena caught last minute for brown hair _l_
let me tell you my history of kena caught last min.

2009 - maggie wong. caught 2 time for not bringing geog book.
i was like " yes, i made it ! success! " and when the lesson left 5min,
she walk past me and bomb. where got so coincidence? second time kena caught
no geog book is like LEFT only 3 minutes and i was damn pissed.

2010 - Boh bring chem file .
place - second row, behind eagel.
then i keep ask eagel what should i do. so final solution, keep quiet.
it was going fine until left frickin 10min and mdm toh walk past .

NOW IS POHHH.
God, why am i so unlucky like fuck.
and i am so honest to even said i had dye my hair,
not like some coward that would say " oh no i didnt mrs poh! "
PS: i am not refering to anybody.

okayokay, stop this bullshit .
next is phys, mr lam is always slacking and not teaching
and thats very good ! anyway, who cares bout physics?

Art, STOP BEING BIASED YOU BASTARD.
Recess , STOP LOOKING DOWN ON ME AND NADIAH, FUCKER. we will prove to you and let you eat back your nasty comments.
ohya thanks arh Nu er, for being so wei da *clapclapclap* haha.

Maths was hell boring , tried to pay attention to Neo chai meng.
English bala never come for 2 periods i think.
Ms siti came in and Eagel come di-siao me, so i push him go hug chriz
and what happend next?
Ms siti ask me stand at the door there. its damn fun outside the door thr.
Sms-ed Zoe, nad , denise, my father.
played handphone games.
Benson still piti me lols.

Went out do notice board and kept littering.
Mr ng was damn pissed.
because "P" scolded him as the notice board wasnt complete.

Skipped chem for notice board, see? sacrifice myself lehs.
lucky today never take back test paper. horrible.

walked to bus stop with nad ,denise, zoe and zoe friend.
bused to bedok int and ate mac.
fun.'
went to mr bean and buy pancakes.
ate mr bean in library while studying
and i swear its damn difficult! there are lots of librarian
and we are like "eating in class" haha.

denise was like teaching me maths and i really understood the
rules for the stupid stuff lah. btw, free tuition!
Nad was like sitting there emo and figuring out how to do the questions.
went homeeeeeeee.

2010-02-06T20:43:00.003+08:00

Hallo.

Yesterday :

After VLP went to slack @ bubbletea with Miku.
Buy cat food for some random cat .
buy yoghurt eat.
then went to some blks.
miku saw thida and this 2D guy.
Kept chasing that guy with the cat food (i walked with the cat food for almost 4blks)
then slack at zoe house below.
saw A cat.
then rain bigbig.
protect the cat with miku bag and pe shorts.
then rain too big.
then run to school ( 3-4 blks away)
wet til ...
dry in the school toilet.
went to staff room find Mr Ng to go with us choir concert.
he go in do stuff first then come back.
found some seats .
And mr Ng is very selfish.
He play bubble breaker then dont want let me play.
he cant beat my high score :P
then zoe solo .
love story.
kept di-siao zoe.
mr ng kinda like some child like that.
then went to have dinner with zoe and denise.
home.

Today :

went training . talked with dani and nadiah
then aft that eat .
went home bathe.
met zoe and then walk to eunos
meet miku.
cab to ecp.
uncle damn gl.
5cent not money isit ?
walked to bedok jetty find zhi hong and eagel.
fish fish fish.
i look like some fishmonger helping them pull fish out of hook
then throw in the bag.
then rent bike with miku cycle to mac then eat , cycle back
then walk on the sand but then walk
to river there, heard someone say cbkia .
saw eagel looking at zoe eat potato chips.
wah then zhi hong at bedok jetty solo.
then eagel walk with us go bus stop there take cab.
he late for work manzx.
fat pigggg ! hhehehe.
slack at zoe house below.
sang til damn loud
home with miku

2010-01-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

Banana -> delicious.
To T : Oi , you think i am so dumb that you could lie to me ? if you want to lie , don't use my dad's name can or not?

School was kinda okay. Bala lesson the best, we need to do story and i am the director, nad the script writer and eileen the cameraman . had so much fun thinking of stories and we love the name " ali "

Georgraphy : teacher absent. class made lots of noises.

Recess : Shared omelette rice with nad and then i realise i am sick ! lol ! nad(N)
then T anyhow say dad tell him that he scared i learn bad things.Dad don't even care if i follow leen. you not even my father, Stop talking shit.

Maths : very difficult and i don't know what to do ( one word : die)

MT : Made Sun lao shi angry and imitating zhao min's table tennis style .

CE : felt really sick and then sleep (headache)

then went to have lunch with leen. then went training. really sick, check temp , 38.2degree . Wanted to play but Mama and Meow yan don't let me play .
munirah today very cute seh.

i super angry about some things happened.
ask dad fetch , then when going out, alot people say " byebye" michiam people dying LOL.

Thanks arh mama and meowyan, help to bring my bag down.

then me and dad inside the car investigate things, lols ?( nad and eileen should know ) bout the stuffs.

Then, i now gonna go bloghopping. bye .

Nad suck (: